WARNING: If you are a man, or you are easily embarrassed, do NOT read this post! hahahaaa!!
Ok, I warned you! So if you are reading, this, hopefully, you won't judge me too harshly.
I have always been...ahem...well, busty. No matter how much I weighed, my upper body changed very little. Even after having a baby, I still felt like the girls looked pretty good. However, this last couple of weeks, I have noticed the ladies beginning to loose some of their flair. Yesterday, it was all brought front and center when I went to get dressed and my bra was too big. I knew they were getting smaller because when I started the program I was wearing a DD due to how big I had gotten everywhere else. But now, my C's, which is the average size I have been since high school are TOO BIG. I will be honest...I FREAKED.
My husband got kind of annoyed at me because I was making such a big deal about it. He said, "You know April, it is always something with you isn't it? Now you are mad because you are skinny but your boobs shrunk?" That made me think.
It is kind of a trade off isn't it? I can be overweight and have large full breasts, or I can be thin and loose volume and begin to feel the effects of gravity. Which do I prefer? Hmmm, I think I will take the latter. So as part of my journey, I have hit an unexpected bump in the road. I never thought that there would be something to be embarrassed about on my new thinner body. I was not prepared to feel self conscious about ANYTHING. So, just as I had to struggle to love myself as a larger person, now I have to learn to love what is now my new reality. I will have to work on that one. I did make my husband promise me that if I ever got down to 125 that he would let me get some "work" done!! Until then, I have some work to do on myself!